Once again you loved someone…with all
your heart and soul...you would have done anything just to make them
smile...ANYTHING... you were crazier than ever but had never felt this sane all
your life... you were not supposed to but you made all the plans of your future
with them…In your mind…They were pretty plans...Loaded with pure bliss, coated
with romance and stuffed with laughter…you didn't tell any of this to
them...you just wished... wished if for yourself...for the very first time....
you were no more a kid now...but you still feel your stomach churn when they
smiled... you went to every extra mile there is to show them you care...and
they understood...at least you wished so... you made those big gestures because that's all you know since ever...they seemed to see this all...they seemed to
admire...then one fine day, all of a sudden you come to know they are not your’s...they'll
never be...they are taken...already... they have in their lives, people they
would go that extra mile for...and thus its over again....and you wish you
could cry...but you can’t...you wish you could hit someone so hard that your
pain lessens a little...but you wouldn't... you would sit again, accusing
yourself for caring, believing and falling…again... you would wish you wouldn't have done any of those small stupid yet adorable-in-your-head things... you wish you wouldn't have shown you cared....you wish all of it was a
dream....especially the part when you loved someone…again....
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